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    July 09

    猫。西城的猫。

    2006/07/09    22:41
    长安街西边的一片古老气息。
    那就是西单的那片年份已久的胡同。相互交错连通。
    小的时候,常常走在那里,与爸爸妈妈一起去看电影。我走在中间,被爸爸妈妈牵着手,走过许许多多陌生的地方。我总是睁大眼睛,好奇地打量四周,然后留下这些影像在脑海中,记住它们。
    而如今,我走在这片土地上,与一个人。他在追寻他的美好回忆,我也思念我的快乐童年。
    路中,我偶遇一只猫。那时他不在,他去了一所校园看看记忆。:)
    那是只纯白色的猫,我想他是只公猫。他站在窄窄的墙头上,因我的观望而停止迈步,不再继续他艰难无路的行走。他就那样一直看着我,不动声色。我有一点点怕,怕他会跳下来对着我的脸来上那么一爪子。可他没有。他放下身子,他竟然趴了下来。把头贴在墙面上,看着我。我们就那样对视。
    我们就这样对视。我听到时间嘀嗒嘀嗒慢慢行进。
    我看到他眼中的明亮与黯淡,犀利与彷徨。我都看到。我都明白。
    我开始对他说话。
    于是,我开始对他说话。用足够他能听清的音量,与他说话。
    我告诉他我的寂寞
    我告诉他我的困惑
    我告诉他我的痛苦
    我告诉他我想成为他的同类,远离人世间的世故与烦嚣。
    说着说着,我流了泪。
    一只墙头上的猫,站在路中间的我,仰着头,泪痕未干的我。
     
    我与他说了很久的话,我们一直相视。这期间,我流了泪。
    这就是我的寂寞。
    我酝酿了一天又一天的寂寞。
     
    那时,你不在我身边。
    如果你在,该有多好。
    宝贝。我想要亲亲你。我想要抱抱你。

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    fei chenwrote:
    恩 在对他说话时,我竟没觉得有多丢人
    我走在西城的胡同时,也就会想起你
    :) 可我不知道是为什么
    然后就又想起我的十六岁生日礼物
    一直好好好收着:)
    你的呢? 呵呵
    July 12
    Ring Woowrote:
    想起"向左走向右走"里梁咏琪给猫猫念诗~招人疼的~
    小菲我看了几篇,想起了你的神态,你的风格,好象小女孩睡前一个人在床头喃喃自语
    July 10

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